给我的中学朋友。。。

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Written on Sunday, November 30, 2008 by peacefreezer-pik yee

今天来点emo的,哈哈!现在很有feel了.... =.=!!!

浏览了好几位高二以前的中学朋友的部落格,hmmm...昔日同窗,嬉戏,一起成长的友人,有不少位已经来到第二或第三学年的阶段了。也有不少位开始或已经踏入实习的阶段了。而我,哈!才完成了大一第一学期。当然,我们机遇不一样。他们拿了统考就直接上大学了。一晃就是2年多了。大家的生活圈子,生活经历,进度,什么都不一样了...有者也很少很少联络了...跟他们似乎有点点距离了,毕竟他们经过了我们还没有经过的。他们要毕业了,我们才开始...或许因为这样...先修联的感情会比较好。因为我们是同一届从900多个学生中剩下的最后14个。也只有我们14个有同样的经历...

有时会想...如果当初我拿了统考,又或者我拿了统考,不继续念STPM,那今天的我会是怎样的我?当然,我很可能不会有机会踏入马大,很可能没法人认识或者让先修联的14个同学更团结,更懂得珍惜彼此。

所以说嘛,人生就是充满着选择的游戏。从一大早我们决定什么时候起床开始,我们的人生都是充满着选择的游戏。每一个决定,每一个抉择将带我们到一个不一样的结果和人生。今天的你和我就是我们当初所做的每个决定的产品。

当然我没有为我现在所有的感到遗憾...我知道这一切都是最好的。

我的朋友们,如果你们看到这篇,我只想跟你们说:不管你们在哪里,哪一学年,祝你们一切顺利,实习愉快!

tagged again

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Written on Thursday, November 27, 2008 by peacefreezer-pik yee

1. Do you have secrets?
I don't think I have. you can ask anything,I'll ans u frankly

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
I think i won't... a few months ok la....I'm quite tradition and consrvative d....hmm...but who knows...thing might change...

3. What would you do with a billion dollar?
十一奉献,donation,saving, car...

4.Do you enjoy going to college?
ok la....but i dun like being bitten by insects....my leg got so many 5 cents after staying in college =.= if FSKTM, everything still ok....

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
if that's the one God prepare for me.... ha!

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
both are blessed

7. List 5 favourite movies...
movie a... dunno leh....drama got many la

8. If the person you secretly like is attached, what would you do?
ha? i dunno understand wo... hmm...what can i do? nth i can do....lol

9. List 5 favourite TV shows...
silent深情密码
autumn in my heart (wasai this one watch for many times oso can continue)
神雕侠侣(中国版)
witch yoo hee
goong

10. Do you have any regrets?
I used to, but now... I know that God has transformed my regret and mistake to be a blessing. n He has make a path for me, ady took me out from it...

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
another new page of life. I wish to be more confident,hv a better life. I believe it will be

12. Who is the most important person to you?
God,family,friend

13. What kind of person do you think the person that tagged you is?
like to laugh, mix ard wif ppl....wahaha!!! but feel that sumtimes will emo d...

14. Would you rather be single but rich or married but poor?
I hv not think bout this b4... single...erm...kinda lonely sumtimes... married... need courage for it is everlasting n not a game... rich or poor? it doesnt matter to me.... rich or poor juz depends on our thinking. when u think u r poor, even u have many things yet u still wont satisfied n blame that u r poor....vice versa. i juz hope that everything is sufficient...i hope i wont b too rich or too poor...that's all

15. What is your favourite color?
many wo....basically 粉色系列,but not so like pink....colourful...when evey colour matches...it will be the most beautiful !!

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
same as yee yen's ans...depends

17. If you fall in love with 2 persons simultaneously, who would you choose?
wont happen d la...if really so "sui"... GOD!! wic one is the one whom u prepared?

18. What are top 5 on your "to-go" list?
finished my delayed job lastest by TMR!!
不良笑花
clean my extra ordinary messy room
plan 4 2009
programming

19. Name 3 things you would like to do but would not be able to do...
change my past
slower the time
change everyone

20. People I wanna tag...
fei ching
yan yun
natalie
ally wan again
caleb la

tagged

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Written on Thursday, November 27, 2008 by peacefreezer-pik yee

看来是时候让我回回我的“tag”了。第二次被人tag, 哦,不应该是第三次,可是rebecca讲她的犯规了,不算。caleb抱歉现在才回你,哈!

那,我就破例以英文在这里发帖罗:

1. Person who tagged you is?
Caleb Chandra Pillay ( hope that I din make any mistake in te spelling)

2. Your relationship with him?
Bro...haha, a family in Christ ma^^ ,erm more specific: friend or "Joshuamate"(any more suitable word to use?) in the 13th Joshua Camp!

3. Five impressions of him?
a. special as he is a Indian and Chinese mix guy
b.excellent in eng.... So high marks in IELTS
c. creative and good in art as he manage to design many screen saver etc
d.quite good while leading a pnw... I still rmbr the 1st day lead a pnw in Joshua Camp
e.words n letter... coz din see him for a long long time. and we communicateand keep in touch with blogs n msn....wahaha

4. The most memorable thing he has done for you?
haha... thx for visiting my blog frequently

5. Most memorable thing she has said to you?
err... JAVA is fun and easy?

6. If he becomes your lover, you will?
erm... the sun will rise from the west...=.=haha

7. If he becomes your lover, thing she has to improve on would be?
i think i should improve more in my communication skill 1st,haha =.=

8. If they become your enemy, you will?
ha? i dun understand this questuin...but no matter what i will surely upset coz i dun like to hv enemy

9. What is it you want to tell her now?
hmm.... when can we all meet? hving a Joshua 13 gathering? lol...God Bless

10. Your overall impression on her is?
nice guy, passion with God, talented, a good vessel being use by God...lol

11. How do you think people around you will feel?
I dunno.... erm...im cool? too quiet n....MYsTERIOUS wo....=.=!!! (im "too slow to hot "la...alamak...wat word is this)超慢热啦。。。

12. What do you love about yourself?
A child of God, what a special and precious status... I'm a special ,unique creation by God and the apple in God's eyes.

13. What do you hate about yourself?
my weaknesses... cant really do what i wanna do... yet, God pls strengthen me up.

14. The most ideal person you want to be.
be myself ba.... others is not me, if i force myself to be sumone else...that isnt me anymore

15. For people who love and care for you, say something to them.
Thanks God for putting u all ard me...accompany me, guide n love me...may God bless u all^^

16. Tag ten people:
(y so many d??? T.T)
a. Blue- huixin
b.Lei ming
c. rebecca
d.xiang jian
e.ally wan
f. beebohyy.... yee yen
g.sook kuan
h ming hui...long time no c
i. ning ann...will u reply my tag?
j shin yeen...wahaha...surprise!!

17. Who is 6 having a relationship with?
alamak.... can u tell me? but noe that many ppl ard u....=.=!!!

18. Is 9 a male or female?
hahaha.... sis...u ans urself

19. If 8 and 10 are together, would it be a good thing?
alamak.... God pls forgive their sin..... lol =.=!!!hah~\(≧▽≦)/~

20. What is 2 studying about?
biomedical science... no wrong hor? i juz rmbr this....dunno the full name

21. When was the last time you had a chat with 3?
msn counted? 2-3 days 4... face to face...>1month....long time din see u since u left... T.T

22. What kind of music band does 8 like?
seriously i dunno.... eng band?i noe u dun like britney FOR SURE.... im lousy,soli

23. Does 1 have any siblings?
yup!!!

24. Will you woo 3?
y shall i do so?

25. How about 7?
y shall i ?

26. Is 4 single?
yes.... i think...the best is cuming!

27. What is the surname of 5?
Wan

28. What is a hobby of 10?
shopping dancing? guess so.....

29. Does 5 and 9 get along well?
SURE!!!! in one campus cell , one church d wo! ^^

30. Where is 2 studying at?
monash , sunway

31. Talk about something for 1?
QQ ! miss u so much....u graduate ady? i elieve u'll b a good NURSE!!! hey can we meet? i v not seen u guys for >1 year!

32. Have you tried developing feelings for 8?
if i done b4....God pls forgive me....im not "L"

33. Where does 9 live?
PJ

34. What colour does 4 like?
err... make a guess....green? =.=!!!!dun kill me....

35. Are 1 and 5 best friends?
if they meet, i believ they can make good friend!

36. Does 6 have any pets?
... .... ...

37. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?
depends

38. What is 10 doing now?
Im not God la... btw she's not on9 now

完成了,可是。。。。原来我懂的东西有限。。。。=。=

Asia Conference 2008

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Written on Thursday, November 27, 2008 by peacefreezer-pik yee

凌晨3.15am,有点累却不想睡...哈哈(*^__^*) 嘻嘻……就让我谈谈,回想起在新加坡举行的Asia Conference 2008的点滴吧。

原本5天的聚会,因着一些原因不得已提前回来。hmm...蛮想念那里的日子,回来后依然想念那里的聚会。超过20k人的聚会!享受与这么多的人一起敬拜赞美的时刻,享受在上帝的同在当中。这一趟加大了我的视野,增加我的梦想,印证,肯定了我的一些看法。

在主要的早堂和晚堂中,加深了我对“无墙的教会的概念”。第一天的敬拜中,“The God I know”有一段歌词感动了我。
“The God I know righteous and Holy
The God I know faithful and true,
The God I know my tower of refuge,
Hearts are heal,
Christ revealed,
The God I know light of the city
The God I know strengthens the weak
The God I know Your heart beats within me
As He is
So are we”。
正当赞美敬拜团把原本的“God”换成“Church”时,也就是:
“The Church He knows righteous and Holy
The Church He knows faithful and true,
The Church He knows a tower of refuge,
Hearts are heal,
Christ revealed,
The Church He knows light of the city
The Church He knows strengthens the weak
The Church He knows is strong and mighty
As He is
So are we”
我愣了一下,为什么我从来没有想过这点?我从来没有认真想过一个教会在神的眼中到底是个什么样的地方,教会能做什么事情,直到这首歌响起的时候...

整个特会的信息,也提到教会应该走出去,而不是单单注重在教会内部的成长。当然,这很重要,可是走出去也非常非常重要!社区工作,接触外面的人。少许庆幸,我们教会走着的正是这个路线,更确定我们没有走错方向。

hmm。。。有点点难以笔墨描述我所学到的东西,让我慢慢思量。哈!

待续。。。

Light of the City专辑

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Written on Tuesday, November 25, 2008 by peacefreezer-pik yee

这是City Harvest Church (CHC Band)最新的赞美敬拜专辑。收录了13首歌曲。这些歌曲都在Asia Conference的时候有唱的。

整张专辑的歌曲我放上来了,在右手边的player那里,你可以去听》》》》》》》》》》》》

其中最感动我的是:
The God I know
Above all else
Heaven

我最喜欢的曲风,特别推介:Elevate Your Name High!!
超Rock的!!喜欢^^

整张专辑都很好听,真的!比之前的专辑做得更好,更有恩膏了!Allison Yap和Annabell Soh的声音超好的。而原来Allison是Ah Khoon哥的妹妹。相信他们会是更多人的祝福!

曲目:
o1 Heaven
02 Shout it Out Loud
03 Above all Else
04 The God I know
05 One God
06 Elevate Your Name High
07 My Life, Your Song
08 The Rising
09 Spirit Fall
10 Sanctuary
11 God of My Forever
12 The God I know (acoustic)
13 不凋零的花

新加坡VS马来西亚

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Written on Tuesday, November 25, 2008 by peacefreezer-pik yee

第一次新加坡的旅程结束了。很土哦,酱大了,现在才到新加坡,哈哈,而且也不算旅程,因为这趟主要是参加亚洲特会嘛。

一过了关卡,进入眼帘的都是英文告示牌。又看到什么类型的车该走什么车道的指示牌。当下觉得新加坡果然很有秩序。因没有事先准备地图,我们一伙11人足足“游车河”了2个多3个小时。也好,看风景罗。辛苦ps meng了,谢谢!

新加坡果然非常非常的干净,整个城市策划得仅仅有条!整条街的车子也非常干净,哪像马来西亚的几百年没有洗。每一栋建筑物都很新的感觉,想必是到了某个时间就要粉刷吧!一路上不难找到各样的学校,小学,中学,国际学校,新加坡果然注重教育。

新加坡的一天的生活消费不不高,价钱对当地人来说真的好便宜。饮料才SD1,少过SD6就能享有一餐丰富的MC Donald,衣服SD5-10,waffer SD2!当然兑换来马币就不便宜了。 我指的是当地人民,在那里工作的人而言是便宜的了。他们刚毕业底薪也和这里差不多,SD1500+(马来西亚是RM1500+),可他们衣食住行的开销就比这里低了。

他们服务态度也比这里好。记得那天我们在YOSHINOYA享用晚餐。侍应生不小心把我的其中一粒炸蘑菇从另一个盘子弄跌进了我的饭里。她竟然问我:“你要我替你换吗?”哈?!我愣了一下,这样也可以换啊?hmm...是他们服务态度好,还是新加坡真的有着那些“kiasu,kiasi”,少一粒蘑菇也要port到你脱裤的人就不得而知了。

可是讲到parking就晕了。第一天,我们找了好久好久都没有一个可以停车的地方。他们停车场的高度也太低了,我们教会的Ford Transit对新加坡简直就是巨人车。一路上也引来了不少奇怪的眼光。我们兜了好多好多个圈子。在新加坡有车子真的是头痛,有大型的车子更是头痛头痛再头痛!!晚上再出去,也是同样的问题,不管了冒险把车子停在parking lot for disable。 =。=

MRT站的云梯速度比较快,或许就是为了迎合他们的生活节拍。有些新加坡人很会善用时间阅读,在等车的当儿,手里不是拿着报纸就是书本,他们阅读风气的确比马来西亚好。他们的治安也比较好,凌晨独自在路上行走也没什么大碍。也难怪啦,新加坡这个岛国,有什么风吹草动,马上把关卡关上,你真的是插翼难飞。

新加坡做到了我心中想的事情:多语告示牌。在MRT内所有的张贴在火车厢内的通告和报告都是4语的:英文,马来文,华文,淡米尔文!这就是我最近几年想到的问题:为什么马来西亚这个多元种族的国家不能有这样的设备?现在槟城开始有多语路牌了。但除了引起某些人士无理的激烈反弹,更可悲的是报纸刊登:新路牌刚设立,就被有心人士破坏,涂鸦的报道。ALAMAK!这些人抱着这种观念的话,马来西亚根本没法前进,更不用提什么2020宏愿了!

在整个亚洲特会当中,我们都遇到了来自亚洲各地的基督徒。结果:从我耳朵听到的就有两个不同国籍:香港和台湾(不懂要不要算她是一个国家,反正是两个地方)的Asia conference参加者说:“听说马来西亚很多抢劫案,是吗?”天啊!马来西亚在他们眼中竟然是。唉,就好像美玲姐说的罗:马来西亚人自己“唱衰”自己。

游完了新加坡,虽然新加坡城市规划的很美,虽然某些事情做得比马来西亚好,然而心中突然觉得不大习惯,好像设计得过于刻意,不自然的感觉。过于的整洁反而让我不自在,有种束缚感,或许是电影的影响,觉得新加坡就是law by law,有点战战兢兢。回来了,内心有种感觉:还是马来西亚比较好。

Asia Conference 2008 亚洲特会

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Written on Saturday, November 22, 2008 by peacefreezer-pik yee

刚从新加坡城市丰收教会(City Harvest Church,Singapore)参加了第一届亚洲特会(Asia Conference)回来。刚刚在凌晨6点抵达吉隆坡。哇,终于有机会踏足新加坡,也有机会到自己之前就很想去看看的新加坡最大的教会--City Harvest Church.它增长的很快,人数好多好多。现在必须租下新加坡展览厅(Singapore Expo)的hall8来聚会。

说回Asia Conference 2008,虽然说是亚洲特会,而亚洲也只有30多个国家。可是出席的却有2个国家的人民!连续几天的特会里,出席的人数多到Hall8根本容纳不下。特别是晚堂平均出席人数超过20000人,用了3个hall来“装”。

先放些我在网路上找到的一些video。其他的让我迟些再放吧...哈哈







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结束...开始...

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Written on Saturday, November 15, 2008 by peacefreezer-pik yee

呼...一切结束了...啃书的日子,为了读书而熬夜的日子 ,紧张的日子结束了...第一学年第一学期(1ST YEAR 1ST SEM)圆满结束了...有人说结束喻表着新的开始...哈哈.假期开始了,无日无夜,日夜颠倒的日子开始了...开始可以做自己爱做的事了,可是很犯贱的说...或许过了几个星期又有人会很欠扁的说"好无聊啊..."够力,我已经语无伦次,发神经了,是庄喜事来的...你看....我是不是发神经,不懂自己在做什么了?哇哈哈哈!

揭晓了...

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Written on Wednesday, November 12, 2008 by peacefreezer-pik yee

让人忧心的JAVA成绩原来已经悄悄地出炉了...有惊无险,顺利低空飞过,也了了心里的一大隐忧.没有太大的惊喜,也没有太大的失落,更没有太大的喜悦.只有更大的警惕"黄碧仪! 够了!! 是时候回来了!下个学期开始一定要好好努力!"

再过几天的最后一个又数学考试意味着第一学年第一学期的圆满结束! 之后会放一个多月的假期...是时候反省自己在这些日子以来的学习态度...2009年的跫音也近,该为它做好一个"迎接礼",为它想好周到的"迎宾礼"以及如何款待这位"贵宾"的周详计划了...

讲起态度,发现自己懒散好多好多...在各方面都懒散了...而在学术上的...更是懒散得无话可说...最满意自己的学习态度的一年已经好久好久的事了...5年前的初三(FORM 3 )可说是我学习的高峰...自此,无论态度上或者成绩上都直线下滑...当年可以自动自发为了兴趣和有空就拿书来啃;为了冗长的统考历史问答题,真的可以准时半夜爬起来背书的我早已浑然不见...佩服当年自己的毅力和努力...头痛今天的无力...=.= 是时候把遗失的自己找回来了...

加油!真的要好好加油!! 大家也要好好加油!!

"忘记背后努力面前,向着标竿直跑!!"
我们冲吧!!

致爸爸的信=.=

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Written on Sunday, November 09, 2008 by peacefreezer-pik yee

打开电邮看见这个:
(请点击图片以放大阅读)

请认真的看吧...现在的小孩...唉,真的晕了!!要怎么说他呢?如果你是他老爸,你会为儿子的勇气和"创意"引以为荣还是...哈... =.= 是我的话,我一定疯掉,哈!

诗歌: 安静 STILL

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Written on Friday, November 07, 2008 by peacefreezer-pik yee

STILL



Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
within your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust



安静(STILL中文版〕





藏我在翅膀蔭下,
遮蓋我,在你大能手中。

當大海翻騰波濤洶湧,
我與你展翅暴風上空,
父,你仍作王在洪水中,
我要安靜知你是神。

我靈安息,在基督裡,
你大能,使我安然信靠。

當大海翻騰波濤洶湧,
我與你展翅暴風上空,
父,你仍作王在洪水中,
我要安靜知你是神。

诗歌: 你坐着为王

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Written on Friday, November 07, 2008 by peacefreezer-pik yee





主耶和华满有怜悯和恩典
我投靠在祢翅膀荫下
当我回转
一宿虽然有哭泣,早晨必欢呼喜乐,

CHORUS:

祢坐着为王到永永远远,
虽洪水翻腾我坚定仰望祢,
祢坐着为王,
垂听我呼求,
使我灵苏醒,
有复活的生命...

20081106-低潮 =.=

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Written on Friday, November 07, 2008 by peacefreezer-pik yee

糟了...情緒化的自己好像不知不覺中真的出現了...

原本因为一些事情而处于心情低处的我,经过昨天另一轮打击似乎再下沉更多了...JAVA对我们每个FSKTM的学生打击太大了!无端端在call method的时候出现了状况,要开API又connect不到,connect到又找不到,搞了老半天...才知道什么问题...小问题...结果...一个小时过了,我竟然停留在第一题的(b)...分数少于10...还有一些重要部分在紧要关头我竟然完全忘记了...考试的结尾...开始把自己的情感封锁了,免得自己受更大的伤害...在键盘上毫无目的的,似是而非的把有的没的通通打下去...其实...整个大题根本就是有联系的嘛,前面做不出结果,后面的结果怎么可能呈献出来?有的明明会,却因着之前的效果无法做出来而完全当住了...

现在大家似乎进入了低潮期...

现在的我已经不晓得要如何形容自己了...想静静一个人,又想找人聊,玩...却又发现自己好像不知不觉中又把自己封闭起来了,让自己处于遥不可及的千里之外...矛盾...今天整个下午就在放里对着电脑一段时间,也睡了好长一段时间...今天的生活,用这4个字形容最恰当不过了....“浑浑噩噩"!!!!又发现自己忘了做成一些事情...手里还有一些东西已经拖了好久好久...

今天小组里的我,觉得自己有点魂不守舍,有点滞呆,反应迟钝了...信心...Don't just be a faithful Christian,be a powerful Christian...我听进去了...给我一点时间调整过来吧...

该做的我都做了...其余的不在我的掌控之内...无奈...谁叫错的是自己?这个星期真的很难捱啊!神啊!~救救我吧!我讨厌处在这种情况的自己!更讨厌出不来的自己...我还有考试啊!上帝!!!

感谢一直为我考试祷告的Campus Cell,特别是这几天一直看着我不断更新部落格的宁恩姐,莉敏“姐”(我知道你很不想套上这个称号〕...我知道啦,谢谢...还有身边不断关心我的朋友们...谢谢...

主耶和华满有怜悯和恩典,我投靠在祢翅膀荫下,当我回转,一宿虽然有哭泣,早晨必欢呼喜乐,祢坐着为王到永永远远,虽洪水翻腾我坚定仰望祢,祢坐着为王,垂听我呼求,使我灵苏醒,有复活的生命...I WILL BE STILL AND KNOW THAT YOU ARE MY GOD。。。

投靠....投靠.... =。=

JAVA结束

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Written on Wednesday, November 05, 2008 by peacefreezer-pik yee

无语问苍天...

现在的我...心里似乎平静,却有股"暗流"在心中时不时泛起阵阵涟YI(我在电脑找不到那个字!)...表面看起来是很平静的...

周围已经有形形色色的脸孔在周围出现...想观察人类多变的表情何必去到华尔街(WALLSTREET)?这里就有很多了...

ARGHHH!!!什么鬼题目来的???我连最前面的都做不出了...怎么办?该不会真的>10分吧?晕....我真的不要重拿,真的....真的.... =.=

我能如愿吗?一切自有分晓.....除了等....还是等...

平息的情景是暴风雨的来临?!我看我又疯了...

有什么方法可以宣泄情绪啊?建议下....=.=

JAVA 倒数

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Written on Wednesday, November 05, 2008 by peacefreezer-pik yee

现在是中午12.27,还有2个小时又33分钟就是JAVA考试的来临...生死关头我竟然在这里打部落格...真的得很累了,没有心情再读下去了...感觉上即使逼自己勉强看下去也无济于事,帮不了多少...这种科目就像数学,靠的是平日累计的经验和练习,一下子"速成"的果效和影响都不大...=.=要怪就怪之前没有好好了解,好好准备了...

脑里又有两个声音在打架了..."快点拿起书来读啦,虽然可能帮不了太多,可是搞不好你就会刚好看到什么重点,刚好会了,然后刚好又会出来!";"算啦,会就是会,不会就是不会,现在的你累了,好好休息一下吧...等下考试还要用脑力和体力,现在消耗了...等下考试JAM住,头脑当机,本来会的都想不出,怎么办?!"

天啊,这两个声音我都搞不清哪个是正面的哪个是负面的...
还有一个声音是说:"那...不管你做哪个决定,你一定要及格就是了!我不要重拿这科!绝对不要!!不,是不可以!!I NEED TO PASS PASS PASS!!!
再过几个小时....我就暂时自由了!那时的我心情会怎样呢?哈!

默默祈祷:神啊,我要及格... =.=

现在12.48分.

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Written on Tuesday, November 04, 2008 by peacefreezer-pik yee

问题的起因或许我早就知道...只是压抑,拖着...今天爆发了,压力的根源不在课业...

阿爸父神,孩子原来真的超软弱的...孩子想做的事情的确有好多都做不到...孩子不想做的,我倒做了一大堆...在神在人面前,我自认我做不到一个好孩子...你可不可以帮帮我?我真的不想这样下去...孩子求你刚强孩子...不管在任何事上...你知道孩子的软弱的...孩子最难做到的...即使我现在无法用言语形容的,你都知道了...

可以做的,孩子都做了....其他的交给你吧...我只求你不管什么事,即使任何人都不理我了...我都求你千万不要不理孩子...失去你,我就完了...

现在的我放下所有,一切重担都交托...结果是怎样...不管了,我交给你就是了...

alamak,tmr still have exam leh....=.=有让你们担心到的地方真的很抱歉....alamak!!丑死了.哈!我要睡觉了,等下还要啃书=.=

=.=!!! 汗!我还真的有够情绪化的.....