stpm + holiday+...
Written on Saturday, March 10, 2007 by peacefreezer-pik yee
It's the time for us to sign up for our STPM...We'll be sitting for the exam at chong hwa,Gombak.Well,since the namelists of NUS and NTU were out.Some of them will be leaving soon...Congratulations to kok cheong,shi qing,jun xuan...and some of the other classmates who had recieved the offer letter from NUS and NTU but still struggling and dunno what decision to take.I hope that you all will choose the best selection which fits you the most.Good luck.
I really hate to make decision....I'm the type wic cannot make a decision....eventhiugh i've made,i might keep on lookin backward...or the worst....struggle again or regret....REALLY HATE IT...It happens again by the time we need to sign up for STPM...physics or bio?that's sumthing i'm struggle with...actually i like both of it...but it's too heavy to take both of them...I would like to study sumthing related to IT...but at the same time,i would like to study nutrition....later,i found out that actually bio students can go for the sch of computing as long as they sit for maths...but a physics student might not able to take courses related to biology later.the local U wic accept physics students in courses related to biology is juz USM.I like to study Bio(related to human body) but at the same time,I dun like to work in the lab...weird huh?Futhermore,my confidence towards PHYSICS shakes...usually the question in physics is related to each other...for example,if you got the wrong answer for the part(a) of the question....u might possibily not able to ge the correct answer for the others....and if u do not have the concept of the question...the whole question might b 0...and u cant do anything...unlike biology,u still can be an author,creating ur stories.and if u were lucky,u might get sum marks based on the story written...however,finally my decision din change...still i took physics....hope that the bad feel of regret will not chase after me....
Well,actually that's not many time left for us to prepare...especially MUET which will be held on 24Apr(writting paper) and speaking(about 10may)...We r really weak in the speaking...2minutes to prepare on spot...I really...you know,eventhough points pop up n come into my mind sumtimes...but then I hv to think for a long time to form a sentence with the correct word...sumtimes we were stuck coz we juz can think of the most suitable word...the worst happen when we got panic,everything which cums in mind will dissappear...or another case when we got the task which do not know how to elaborate...futhermore my vocab is truely weak....
Recently,Ms Chen yuli owaz told us to b hardworking for we r really lack of time....ya,we know it....but....><...she told us sum stories of stpm(previous students' stories),the results of our sch and so on...on the moment,i finally understand...before that,I dun think about it...I heard that sum of the candidates will prepare for the exam until they burst off n cry...it even happen to sum of the frens around us...
but then,i juz cant imagine that what will happen to us soon...most of us are still in holiday mood....of coz sum of them "awake" after rejected by NUS and NTU....suddenly a question pops up...why are there so many holiday???okay,after CNY,we studied for 2weeks and tmr onwards,holidays start again...after that,holiday again in the end of may n the beginning of june...after all....SPORTS DAYS of our sch is cuming...it's on 20 & 21July.and for sure,we need to practise our marching.and everyone in our class will b involved in it.next,our园游会is on july oso(postponed)...it will together with"文化节".but what is"文化节"...i really dun hv the idea
time is insufficient of us.....especially for me...i found that i omos cleared my memory...my brain jam....how am i goin to solve it?i dun hv the will to study at all...but at the same time,I knew that i really nid to work very very very hard....for my foundation is not so good....CRAZY!!!!! how am i going to change my attitude n to let myself being positive?
life........
at d same time,i really feel that sth is wrong with the education system of our country...students juz study for the results....the creativity in us had lost....dun u find that we r very被动？esp chinese....think about urself....arent u keep on study n study for results?notes,endless execises will b given to u by the teachers juz for u to score in the exam....i rmbred that wen i was in standard 6...we only drew 2pictures in a year....both of them r juz for the results in the report card....one is for the first half year and another is for the 2nd semester....the time is used up for other subjects....every year wat we heard from parents n relatives are...STUDY HARD.....STUDY....Surprisingly,I juz got to know that sum of the class form teachers do not allowed their class being involved in the sports n ball games competition in our sch...esp the classes which r going to sit for the PMR,UEC and SPM....oh gosh!!!!I really surprise to hear that from my fren who chatted with our PE teacher....It's....are we the machine to study for scores?it cant b denied that it was a truth that we nid to study hard but then.....r the results the most important part of our life?isit worthy for us to study like that until the development of the other parts being neglected?GOSH!!!!!crazy man!!!
i'll be FINALLY sitting for the driving test soon....I hope that i can make it and passed it juz once....it wasted us a lot of money ady....haiz.....
HOLIDAY........am i able to make gud use of my one week holiday?or juz as usual?lazy + ing? no idea....
